New York, New York

April 30, 2011

In all seriousness, Sinatra said it best with New York, New York. This song describes everything that I wanted out of this fantastic city that I call my home now. I think that lately I’ve been really down because well…shit hasn’t been going my way. I’ve been told that it’s not the time for this or that and that I’m just plain too “green” for things. I let the blues creep in but I’m pushing it completely out and coming back at New York with the eyes I came into it with.

“If I can make it there, I’m going to make it anywhere.” So true…if I can find a job here I’m going to be able to find one anywhere. I’ve been on the job hunt for over a month and a half and I’ve gotten so close I could see the W-2 form that I needed to fill out. haha

The semester is wrapping up and stress levels are high. WIth interviews, finals, and laundry piling up I’m not sure how I’m going to get through it all. I have a great network of friends here and at home and family members that love me unconditionally. They will be the only way that I’ll get through the next few weeks. I’m keeping myself positive and busy so that once the semester is over I’ll actually be able to feel relaxation.

Broadway musicals are inspiring me right now and I have this new verve to either 1) dance or 2) design again. I purchased a new sketch pad and have started drawing again. I miss designing and dancing. Things are going to be great. I’m working my ass off to make it in this town and I will if it’s the last thing I do. I’ll make it on my own if I have to.

Love from the city,

Samantha.

ps: This is awesome it says “Thanks for the pizza! I’ll be back” Hilarious. 

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